59 Times the Pain

The most intense of burning hells

Blasting expectations into smithereens

Never feeling normal, can't accept the truth

Resign myself to hating it, I hate it all

Can't say that I don't like it

Because the words won't come out right

All I feel is bitter, and it won't make it better

59 times the pain, I could never be like you

59 times the pain, I could never be like you

59 times the pain

Never figured out eating 3 meals a day

When the people sit in their broken-down homes

Look at the photos from different eras gone by

Shows the changes, and I hate them all

Don't want to live with myself

Can't live with what goes on

All I see is the humiliation

I wish it was gone