Spay Me

I fucked someone with words, broke a promise

You forgave but you won't forget

I pray the day will come when you see I was numb

Till you burned me with your cigarette

But each fight leaves my vocal cords shattered

I sing with my gums specked with glass

I pray and I beg like a dog, hump your leg

Till you spay my sorry broke ass

Singin', why do you always have to

Push me far away from you, all I want is to stay with you?

So naive, each time you leave

I always still believe in you, know that I'm holding you down

Now you're out on the town

The courage you've found, found, found

Is spitting in spite of me

Leaving me dead on the ground

Cater to me or I'll punch myself until my face is blue

Cater to me or I'll punch myself until my face is blue

Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do

Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do

If I'm an arrogant prick, shitting out heart attacks

Then you're the queen of the damned, feeling less, devoid of tact

Hey, I'm the crazy one here, I'm dying of a deep regret

But I can't stand these nights

I've spent alone away begging

Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings

Sorry my love, I'm gone, keep egging this on

I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone

Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted

Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this

Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted

Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this