Suicide Dream 2

what would it mean to live a life that wasnt like this? (thats the question)

look at a picture of my father and i look just like him (thats what im asking)

to think about my home and not just feel the sting of a history thats brewed in a soul

what would it mean to live a life that wasnt like this?

when i was 5 what was happening in my life?

and whos to pry, when everyone(s) talking/stands up and no-ones crying, now i weep

for every s__, what was happening in my life

and now i know, i was happy then, happy just helping my folks survive

but in my sight, my sight, my sight

ohh whats happening?

every day to feel your grave

ohh whats happening?

every day to see your pride

ohh whats happening?

everyday that i was insane

when i think about it

you should pay for what you did

but i really cant commit to the

living with the stress

character

and you have a baby

and you seem to be too busy

maybe

when i think about it

its like theres just this weight down on my chest

and its like theres no air

no air, no air

were wanted every day

and i wait

for snow

Been waiting for you to sow my fate to shore

you gotta show me

that i wasnt in any pain and my plans were flawed

air, no air, no air

were wanted every day

and i wait

for snow

Been waiting for you to sow my fate to shore

you gotta show me

that i wasnt in any pain and my plans were flawed