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My Mind's Blowin Up

You are now about to enter my mind, a place where few have dared to go, when...it's about to blow.

Life aint shit, yours and mine

In god it's time, I gotta find myself

Through all this madness

Manic depression and sadness

I want a way out, I want a better route

Voices in my head, I wanna let em out

I get so pissed off, when shit aint going right

It gets tight

I'm trapped in here

The only friend I got is my enemy and he's in the mirror

I gotta deal with the tension

The shit get's so deep, I dont go to sleep

Bullshit and hell on earth

I ask myself, how much is my life worth?

I'm thinkin bout god

In god we trust, but I cant trust him

Before I die, the one thing I wanna do

Is have my cake and eat it too

I was born in sin, I guess I'm born again

From this life I was torn to get born again

It's all fucked up....I think my minds blowin up

If you can just, get yo mind together

I said I gotta get my head together

But my head aint together yet

I'm thinkin no sweat

Don't push me 'cause I'm close to the edge

I'd rather jump off the ledge myself

Symptoms of insanity, might as well do it

Aint nothin to it but to do it

I'm comin down off a bad trip

LSD, I got's the acid

Life aint nothin but a riddle

Deaths on the other side

I'm kinda stuck in the middle

Can I get a little or alot

Can I say a prayer, your religion's all you got

I know what I'm supposed to know

But I dont know when I gotta go I gotta go

Somebodys callin me

You see what I'm sayin 'cause I'm sayin what you see

I cant walk alone, I'm in the Twilight Zone

They told me Jesus was a clone

I dont read the bible

Because it's all about survival

So I get my rifle and get trifled

It's all fucked up...I think my minds blowin up

If you can just, get yo mind together

I take time out to smell the shit

All the shit, all this shit I cant deal with

And if I deal with it, then I get ill with it

I'm kinda still with it, but I stay reel with it

I cant get caught up, trouble's my mind thought up

Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde's back brought up

Some people tell me that I'm way outta line

I step back and touch their heads and blow their minds

I feel I'm ill, I feel I'm reel

I feel I'm dead, I feel I died, but I'm alive still

The only problem I have is life, living

But I dont sweat it, I dont regret it

Give what I'm giving, test me and you'll fail

Follow in my footsteps and walk the bloody trail

How much is my life worth on a scale

From one to ten, cant win for lose and lose to win

I cant begin to tell you how it's fucked up

I think my minds blowin up

If you can just, get yo mind together