Black Despair

Sometimes I find myself in black despair

Suddenly it comes over me but from where

When it's dark and I cannot sleep

I become angry and so sad memories come to me

Is it the life I lead

I find myself in black despair is it a warning

Oh I better just take care

A deep sigh almost can't breath air

I go deeper down can I come out of it

And far into the night life is getting sick

When it's dark and I cannot sleep

I become angry and so sad memories come to me

Is it the life I lead

I find myself in black despair is it a warning

Used to be a bad boy but now I feel compunction

I used to love it all now there's this crushing depression

The black despair became so strong almost drowned in tears

But my life goes on grab the bottle live another year

When it's dark and I cannot sleep

I become angry and so sad memories come to me

Is it the life I lead

I find myself in black despair is it a warning